January 2010
21 posts
here i am again
i’ve spent the last week or so with the usuals.. vicky, julie, rosny, chris, jason, and stefan. as much fun as we’ve been having together, i’d come home every night feeling a void; feeling incomplete. and here i am again, home from a night with the usuals.. and the void is there. because i am incomplete. there’s always going to be someone missing you. because.. ...
Jan 25th
curly haired, green eyed boy..
i’m really excited to see what the future has in store for us. “you make my heart sing a song that my lips don’t know the words to.” <3
Jan 23rd
Jan 17th
this would be THE BEST twilight movie EVER.
i think tarantino should do this one. —- THE DEVIN’S ADVOCATE: WHY BREAKING DAWN MUST BE MADE INTO A MOVIE With New Moon likely to make yet another metric fuckload of money this weekend we need to find the bright side to the entire Twilight mania. There must be something good that comes from this awful Mormon fantasy that seems to have invaded our culture on every front. That...
Jan 17th
“By Friday night, doctors will have to give up on treating newly found...”
– Mary Carmichael on the longer-term health challenges facing Haiti quake responders (via newsweek)
Jan 16th
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Salaam
“Whomsoever God desires to guide, He expands his breast to Islam.” I’m not saying I’m going to convert. Not yet. I am, though, very curious… and very interested.
Jan 16th
James...
I’ve been thinking about you lately; more often than I usually do. I can’t help but wish you were here. Every day. My heart is hurting. It feels like it’s being wrung like a rag. I miss you so much. I think about how much you’d be making fun of me if you saw me crying over you. The last time you saw me cry, you made fun of me and got a little mad. I remember you trying...
Jan 15th
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lately, i’ve been restless.. and stressed out. tonight.. i think i’ll be able to sleep better. the power of prayer does not discriminate.
Jan 14th
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Jan 12th
i had a bad dream.
i dreamt that my mom died. i was crying and dressed in black, sitting on a bed, in a room, in a roofless house. there was a cage in the corner with three cats: a malnutritioned mother with black fur, a father with gray/striped fur, and a gray kitten. my dad was trying to get me out of the room because it was time to go to the funeral. i got up and started throwing things, cursing, kicking,...
Jan 12th
I...
am so fucking restless. FUCK.
Jan 10th
soulmate
i don’t know if i believe in one soulmate for every person. that’s all.
Jan 10th
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Jan 9th
“Look. Other bands, they want to make it about sex or pain but you know the...”
– Thom (Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist) (via ayaaai) (via hai-san) (via cjal)
Jan 9th
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Jan 8th
a new year
most people see the new year as a new beginning. a clean slate. a fresh start. people need to stop lying to themselves. a year is just a collection of months, which is a collection of weeks, which is a collection of days, which is a collection of hours, which is a collection of minutes.. and minutes and seconds are what we use to give tangibility to time. and time is an illusion. therefore the...
Jan 2nd