January 2010
21 posts
AAAHHHHHH
I’M SO NAUSEOUS IT’S RIDICULOUS.
stupid antibiotics.
happy fuckin NYE.
December 2009
68 posts
i think i'm more interested...
in seeing how things will be between us one week from now than i am in you.
How many other things are we missing? →
unhappy? depressed?
Unhappy? Depressed?
Well, obviously if you’re really bad off you should really talk to a professional, but as long as you’re not contemplating any ugly irreversible acts, here’s something that might help.
Think of someone you know that seems pretty happy about life. How would you describe their attitude? Are they kidding themselves? Are they ignoring the ugly truth about life...
and so..
the sooner i accept reality, the faster i can catch myself from falling.
tragic.
Let's go.
cjal:
Right now. I’m ready. I want to pick up and go who knows where. Why? Why not? Live a little.
come to stockton. :]
“I wanna be your friend
I want to guard your dreams and visions
Just wrap your...”
– Bruce Springsteen - Born To Run
since christmas is against my religion, my family doesn’t really celebrate it.. it doesn’t ever feel like christmas. i’m not even sure i really know what christmas feels like.
every “happy holidays” or “merry christmas” is awkward. what does it mean? nothing to me.
it’s just another weekend. at least i’m going to get to see my cousins.
“So it goes.”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via airplanes) (via cjal)
you
“when i find you, i will tell you that i love you in three languages, and you will tell me without words that i’m the one.” :]
Watch
Seven Blunders of the World
“Seven Blunders of the World” 1. Wealth without work 2. Pleasure without conscience 3. Knowledge without character 4. Commerce without morality 5. Science without humanity 6. Worship without sacrifice 7. Politics without principle —Mahatma Gandhi
How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d.
“…the number system is like human life. First you have the natural numbers. The...”
– Peter Høeg, Miss Smilla’s Feeling for Snow (via airplanes) (via cjal)
"Sex could kill you...
…Do you know what the human body goes through when you have sex? Pupils dilate, arteries constrict, core temperature rises, heart races, blood pressure skyrockets, respiration becomes rapid and shallow, the brain fires bursts of electrical impulses from nowhere to nowhere, and secretions spit out of every gland, and the muscles tense and spasm like you’re lifting three times your body...
last night.
was. amazing.
hehe.. :]
sororities are bullshit.
the end.
no really, the end. i’m not “that girl from sigmas” anymore.
i’m just that girl.
it’s nice to know that i’ll never be pre-defined ever again.
i never could live up to the sorority girl stereotype anyway.
or should i say.. live down to it. haha. :]
monster & jager
were not my friends tonight. :[
in six hours, i'll be able to sleep..
i’ve been up all night studying (i was distracted every now and then.. but i’m okay with that). dear old bio thinks he has me wrapped around his pinky..
i’m about to open up a can of whoop ass.
in six hours i’ll be sleeping.
in twelve hours i’ll be seeing the live production of RENT with the girls.
in twenty four hours it’ll be friday.. and what comes after...
dear curly haired, green eyed boy..
.. that i have amazing conversations with,
your smile makes me melt. i’m excited for our hike this weekend. not just because i can finally get to know you better.. but because our conversation won’t again be cut short by me having to get off at my bus stop.
hehe. :]
what i'm thinking about right now
is you. and this just isn’t the right time.
it never seems to be. maybe it never will be.
why am i wasting time?
i don’t know..
my leg just fell asleep. fuck. sorry leg, i’ll keep studying now..